28 july

曾经教练说过，篮球，虽然是5个人的团体运动。可是一球员的想法，却足以成为球队输赢的关键。一个人的决定，注定很多事情。往往，爱情，也是如此。一个人的决定，是注定会伤害到一些人。有些人会因为一个决定开心，却有一些人，会受伤。。我却往往成为爱情世界里，被人的决定伤害的受害者。。。不再相信爱情，却又再度回到这个世界。。

today..went school at 12.13..nv late..slowly walk to school cuz dun want reach too early..went up to do a question..thanks for those who help..anyway..after lesson i went to smoke at blk 17 level 4 again..well..its just the best place to smoke for me.. =) went out to buy bubble tea..my usual mocha ice blend wif mini pearls..went to blk 899A n was deleting my past msges..read the msg that she sends..n..it just hurt..to be honest here..i cried 3 times today..gosh..wth..lolx..msg her n the reply i got..even more jialat..hahas..guess i will let her be..i promise myself not to disturb her le..既然你这么想逃开我的爱，我也只有，一直在你身边守候，在你需要我时。一直都在。或许，这真的会让心更痛，但我无所谓。等着你会回头看看，在你身后一直等待的我。让‘企鹅’也有温暖的拥抱。。。。。祝你幸福。
anyway..play quite a lot of bball today..feeling of playing basketball make me feel so alive again..but result is..leg pain like siao once i reach home..but i dun seems to give a damn about my health now..perhaps..i am even hoping n praying to get into a car accident or my leg really broke.. =D at least i will know..who really cares..can't be bothered wif my ankle now..i am going to play more bball n smoke more for now..i dun see a need to stop bball when i likes it n it just make me forgot everything(ankle break=break lor)..dun see a need of quitting as i can still control smoking..bad for my health..who cares......

你们，总是出现，然后给我一个莫名其妙的理由，离开我。
我的心，还能再承受多少次的伤害？
我不知道，也不想知道。。
你可以选择逃避。
我却选择在这里守候。

你说你害怕，因为受过伤。
不需要害怕，因为我不是他。。。。