Saturday, March 28, 2009

deep down..i want u back

为什么,我会如此认真?和你在一起,应该早就知道,你会离开。我却还是掉进这爱情漩涡。你的爱,已成回忆。剩下的,也只有,那段美好的回忆。我不是第一次受伤,却不知道为什么,我还没学会如何疗伤。一直告诉自己不能再想你。心里深处,却还是希望总有一天,你会回到我的怀里。是痴心妄想?还是放不下?选择相信你的永远不离开,是我太傻,还是确实感受你的爱? 我不知道,只知道,我放不下,那段有你在身边的日子,虽然短暂,却忘不掉,戒不了,放不下。你在不知不觉中,走进我的心,你离开时,也不知不觉将我的心也带走。。。

我很想你,你知道吗?

Thursday, March 26, 2009

been a really busy week

have been rather busy this week. meeting up everyone as they got presents to pass to me..faints!! anyway..really thanks so so much for all the gifts..让你们破费了。不好意思喔!

anyway..thanks for all ur concerns! went for a few checkups too..for my leg as usual..lol..doctor say the situation gotten worst..well..in fact..my first thought was..WOW, it can still get worst? haven thought of turning up for the checkup..until the other day..while i was walking out of the room n suddenly my legs can't feel anything. lucky mom wasn't at home when i fall..if not i swear she will tie me up and send me for checkup..

Mom..i am sorry. but i really can't let u know about the condition of my legs.sorry to have been hiding from u for so long..and perhaps..its going to be a secret forever. in any case. i will nv take up the operation!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

我必须承认,我还没办法,把你忘掉。。

Friday, March 20, 2009

Bbq wif brothers!

Bbq with brothers, ok..wasn't really that fun when the girls n some guys in BNSS'06 class 4D were there..cuz Lh organize a class gathering..but as soon as the girls left n ernest left too at around 9 plus..gosh..the whole bbq pit turns into a circus man! Brothers, thanks for all the presents and u guys made my day! haha..

Zy, Wy, Zh, Kh n Ms was playing poker. while others eat/smoke/watch them play..haha..they play no money involved..so to make the game more fun..the person who win the game will hit the ppl who lose the game on the forehead..so if the person is confident of winning that round, he can raise the no. of times to hit the loser forehead. so throughout the game, i think Wy kena more than 100 times n Kh is none any better. then the last game, Ms n Zh fold(meaning dun want carry on so that they dun get hit) so Kh, Wy n Zy played on..the funny thing is, zy was smoking at the other side wif his cards wif him, then he wasn't even paying attention to the game at all, so the 5 cards on the table. he have no idea wad cards was those. but he carry on with the two idiots, in which Kh raise it to 40 times on the forehead(both of them aiming to hit zy). then when show hand, Kh only have one 8 pair n he said 40 times. Wy had a King pair n just another random no. zy came over to show hand, with one King pair and queen pair..so the two of them was running away..damn funny..

then when wy n kh sat down in front of Zy for the 40times each. zy act like want to take off his pants ask them help him oral instead..then me n Ms laugh like crap cuz the two of them was seriously helping him to take off his pants to oral. well..this is the first time i see two guys wanting so desperately to oral a guy! haha..obviously, zy push them away, haha..as for the 40 times each on the forehead. i took a video n post it on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53AGpDBMKA0

we seriously laugh like crap!! really had lots of fun..with jokers like zy, wy n kh. brothers have endless jokes for entertainment.

oh ya, at the end of the day, wy forehead was swollen n kh had a red mark on his forehead..hahahahha!! enjoyed my belated birthday celebration wif u guys..thanks!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Happy 19th Birthday to me!

yippeee!! so happy wif all the greetings n blessings from all! love u ppl lots! thanks for making my day..zy, wy n cw..thanks for the day! n obviously thanks for the present yeah? really loves it! =) anyway..for all who remember my birthday,thanks thanks thanks so much! haha..receive quite a no. of presents this birthday..hehe..but some was a bit too big n expensive..(gosh,feel so bad for taking it lah)

PS: dun need spend so much money yea? receiving the sms from anyone who remember is enough =) a card will be appreciated too..things i want is really too long to be written in the wish list, so..dun need dun need k?

To Brothers,
promise me party like mad tml hor? =)

A BIG Thanks for those ppl who wishes me,in their blog,sms,msn,facebook. appreciate it! =)