I had enough!

Forgive and Forget, I will, until i get my hands on u and fuck up ur life like u had fuck up mine. Karma will haunt u down but i am thinking if i should take karma into my own hands! I am sorry but obviously, u had chose a wrong guy's life to mess with. Better be careful, because the moment i get my hands on u, ur life will be nightmare from that point on. This is a promise I made to myself. So better keep urself hidden and pray i dun get to see u. Because i am not going to get u just once, each and every single time i see u, i swear on my heart and soul i will give u the worst beating u ever imagine. Thanks for fucking up my life all this while. I seriously had enough!

Whenever I thought of whatever my injuries had cost me, I wondered why had I carried on and on, knowing I can never be at my best ever again, yet, giving up basketball is a thought that had went through my mind, yet i couldn't let go. I tried, going away from basketball, avoid going to basketball courts, yet, the passion for basketball just keep burning. The moment I step back into the court, the moment i goes for a lay-up and when i make my 3 pointer shots, any of this just makes my blood boils. I know i can never be at the peak of my basketball any more. I just wanna pass down whatever i had learnt over the years to younger ppl who shares the same passion as me.

Over the years, it started with Basketball as one big part of my life, then it became my life, turning into something I live for. To I wanted to give up that very part of my life, till now, i know i just can't let it go. Its my life in the past, now and in the future, something i would just carry on until the day my legs can no longer move, my hands have no more strength. With the pride i played, I want ppl who had seen me play had no idea or even cross their mind I had been severely injured before. I am glad, I can still play the game i love, teaching whatever i know and helping ppl with the same passion excel in the game. Championship is one thing that i have always wanted, but what I always wanted, is for ppl (coaches, referees and teamates) who have allowed me to be me, to look me in the eyes and say PR, u did the right thing at the end of the day.