I am seriously having enough of this bullshit!! first my itouch was stolen. gotten a normal MP3 player as replacement. Now its lost right after i officially ended my internship!! cool! KNN..

I have been wondering, what is the difference of being attached or single right now. or rather, am i attached or single right now. The only thing that seems to remind me i am attached is the display picture on phone/laptop and facebook. as well as the relationship status in facebook. Nothing else seems to let me know i am in a relationship. No smses/ calls. I know how busy are u. yet i dun think a sms to at least care for me is too much. I dun need to see u every single day. Not sms every seconds, minutes. but at least, a bare minimum of reaching office, lunch time and when u are going home. Where is the promise of calling me to say "I love u" at least once everyday? Imagine, if i hadn't go fetch u after work in this one year. if i hadn't been meeting u after bball-ing session which i am dead beat. how much time do we actually have together?

U said its unfair for me as u dun have time for me. I am fine with not meeting up with u. but don't u think its ridiculous for a gf to not sms her bf the whole fucking day? even if its cold war, who had been giving in all these fucking while?

I am tired, tired of feeling i am the only one showing effort. I am not ignoring u but waiting for u, waiting for u to at least make a move....for once to show me how important am i to u.

However, two days straight without a text from u, i guess i am just not as important as i thought i am to u.

我像是一个你可有可无的影子。

what is the whole purpose of results? I seriously have enough of it. so what if i am able to get all As for my certificate? As if it will help me in earning big money! No it don't!! so why keep asking me to retake my english? LOL..come on, its been like 4years and the syllabus is confirm to have changed! what for i waste my time if i dun have the confident to score much better than the previous score i have. LOL