well..feeling kind of so weird today..as usual..flare up as my mom start nagging the moment i step home..lolx..saying stuffs like no use having a child like me..well..i admit i am hot-tempered..but..wad other weakness do i have? no one is perfect..let alone i dun vent my anger any-o-how..everyone has their temper..n a certain limit..dun push me too far!!
getting super fuck up when everyone starts saying pr's temper is real bad..when they are the ones who makes me flared up..when did i ever starts venting anger out of nth??can anyone who knows me points it out?? when?? when? when??????? i mean everyone got a limit..dun push the limit i will be fine..stop saying i am hot tempered when u got no right to say a thing about bad-tempered..lolx!!
if u really think having me as ur child is that horrible..DUN GIVE BIRTH TO ME AT THE START..wad other ways of concern u give to me since after my o levels?? simply nth!!! do u think pushing myself to complete the responsibility n resulting in fainting was fun?do u think i will faint if i dun insist of cutting down the burden of u n dad by wanting to pay for my own school fees?? wad do u think i insist of working for?? to get the stuffs i like?? for those who dun know the true pr..in their eyes...yes..it is..
i dun really bother how they look at me..but..u should know it!! it hurts more than anything when i am trying my best to be the perfect child in ur eyes n others eyes..yet in ur eyes..i am nth!! well..i seriously made up my mind from now on..i am not going to make any efforts to be the perfect pr ever!!!
wads the purpose when no one appreciates it????? any idea how hard it is??? Damn it!! i seriously feel like taking up smoking now!! dye my hair n wear ear studs n stuffs..i am seriously going to become..the bad boy in ur eyes..since thats wad u think of me!! if u can't stand just one weakness of me..then i will just make sure..u won't be able to stand me!!
for ppl who thinks u know the real pr..either u continue to believe pr is a nice guy..or think like wad other is thinking..i am done wif the pr now!!
seriously done!!
BYE pr
