its been really long since i update this blog..was intending to let it announce death..erm..so trying to revive it now..anyway..i unlock this blog..so no permission needed for visiting anymore..easier for my regular readers now..i think..anyway..been thinking about some stuffs after watching the 9pm show on channel 8..like..a girl committing suicide just to keep that guy by her side..lolx..do u ppl think its stupid for a girl to do something like that?
yet i been through it..gosh..i wonder how i manage to go so far from there..having all the comments and stuffs behind my back..its been so long..yet the memories still kills me..remember this message for girls out there..committing suicide doesn't keep the guy u love..it only makes him wanna leaves you EVEN MORE..so nv be stupid enough to do that..不懂得自爱，没有资格说爱。stop saying stuffs like..no point crying over a guy like him or stuffs like that..u never go through wad i have been through so for god sake..stfu..who do u think u are? thought breaking up at that time will make u grow up n learn that there are ppl out there who cares for u..yet u say u will wait for me..we are separate for 2 weeks n u got urself a replacement..i hate using this word..but to me..u are nth but a bitch..i hate girls toying with feelings..pls..nv come back to me n say that no matter who u are with..the one u can nv forget is me..fuck off..
anyway..enough of scolding..its past so let bygone be bygone..oh ya..Mei..pai seh..for scolding her again..hahas..i think u 听到烂liao..
oh ya..just recalled something i didn't tell u through the phone just now..if a guy take up smoking n he is nv the type of guy in the past..there is two possibility..one being, peer influence(which mostly for those who thinks smoking is cool)..which obviously isn't cool at all..n the other..is due to most likely..relationship problems, n having friends who are smokers..thats why they took up smoking..all they need..perhaps..sometimes just someone who cares for him to show him a little bit more concern and a hug..hug him tight n tell him u will nv do wad his ex do..it might take a lot of courage..but if that is wad he needs..n it just need a few mins of ur time to let him feel better..n comfortable wif u by his side..meet him up..hug him n let him tells u all that is bottled up in his heart..find a place where it is quiet..at least..a place for him to cry it out..a guy is the real him,when he is in tears..let him face the darkest memory in his heart, with u by his side..if he dun fall for u..i chop of my head...but make sure..hug him n tells him u will nv leave him..
