Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I am sorry. but i regretted what i did in the past, thats why trying to make up for u all this years, trying to be there whenever u need someone to talk to. i am not asking too much, but pls. i am still a human, and i have my own feelings and troubles, stop expecting me to be someone i am not. cuz i can nv be. its been 7 years, i hurt u so deeply. and i am glad we are still friends.

but when ever u call me when u are down and crying over the phone, when u are angry and shouting over the phone. what else can i do other than to listen to u? and, i dun expect anything from u, but at least, treat me as a friend with respect instead of someone u will only call when u need someone to talk to, and he must be there.

i just got a feeling, u were just making use of me all this while. am i wrong? trying to make up for how much i have hurt u in the past?

u nv consider how much ur words hurt, saying i am not a good bf in the past but a very good friend now. i was like 12year old that time. and how good do u expect me to be. stop comparing me with ur other ex who were supposed to be more mature than i am when i am with u.

anyway.fine with me so long as u are happy. just let me be myself.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Ying said...

Call me when you see this.

July 14, 2009 at 12:10 PM  
Blogger Peng Rui said...

opps..forgot u will come my blog, hehe..should not have put the no. of years..thanks for ur concern anyway

July 14, 2009 at 10:41 PM  

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