perhaps i have always been using the past as an excuse,to avoid getting into another relationship and get hurt. i always tell myself, constantly reminding, not to trust so easily. yet, i trusted again and again. am i too stupid? or is it just that the right one has nv appear yet?

do i, still have the courage to trust love again? can Love Is Everlasting no longer be a L.I.E to me?

i keep hoping. the person who say she love me really mean it deep down her heart. as in, really will last when i chose to be with her. but..will there be someone out there.really mean it? perhaps there is.yet..no longer can i trust.

i am just waiting, for the someone to walk into my heart, to be there for me and give me the confident to trust again. nv to leave me no matter what. thats all i ask for? perhaps..