friday..1/8/08

as usual..boring day..went to school for one hour..still feel so weird without my armani watch..damn it..i feel like skinning the person alive if i know is who took it..lolx..after that..accompany anthony n nelson went to sports hall find ji gen..then i went back 813..let them choose their no. n kazuki n philip fighting for no.10 jersey by playing one-on-one..philip won so kazuki took no.12 instead..i reminded my days when we fight for jersey no. I need to play one-on-one wif 5 members to get my no.9 jersey..lolx..hmm..well..reminded of the past..n my dearest captain n vice captain took the two no. i want..no.7 n no.11..so..i challenge them one-on-one..lolx..my ankle really cannot le lah..won kaixiang 5-3 n mervin 5-4..end up..my captain take no.4..thanks so much!! cuz i really hate no.9 now..

went to take bus 21 n saw one girl who lives at the same blk wif me wif her bf..she is in tp too..lolx..damn joker..i saw her wif her ex bf at our place de bus stop last time..then she saw me n zhang'e at ze's de bus stop when i was in year 1(think broke up wif that ex bf that time liao)..now i saw her wif her bf..when will it be her turn to see me wif my gf sia??? lolx..perhaps single is still the better..i dun need to waste my time arguing wif someone i care..lolx..went up the stairs saw my dad going down..after that..he call ask me bring something down for him..eat dinner wif my bro n went down again at 8 plus to pray..lolx..home..avoided some conversation..oh ya..My mom stunt me just now..i went out of my room to drink some water..then she was looking at me n my bro de baby pictures..n saying..my two sons so CUTE! MY GOD..lolx..my mom then cute lor.. loves u lot mommy!!! muacks!

不懂的自爱的人，没有资格去爱人。
我不会再伤害自己。
或许这一切是注定的。。
注定会让我一无所有。。
大家都放弃了，
我还为了什么撑得那么辛苦？
我已经看不清前方的路，
该怎么走。。。
一次又一次，
我迷失了我自己。。
再见了，鹏锐!